Ok How is this possible?
Before anyone sees me defend myself, I had to be punished by powerful families… because it does not matter if im hurt if i do drugs or look ugly or … the message is people want to save money/functionality/domination. I do not have prestige or weapons or any fan club. I need to be unstable with invisible demonic problems and mental problems because i was pretty angry honestly that my parents and sister did not make sense. That triad is the money and the bid and the goal for power, and i was stuck in the dust with dogma like wanting some low income “life” with theology and the arts. I actually need money, and there is a wall of hate for me instead. Forget whatever tools or weapons are against me. Since preschool, i was weird and wrong. I did not understand my impact or effect but any growth or maturation will not count. The decisions for revenge and disabling is probably serious and permanent. I am sad to say, people theorize I chose t...